Sunday, September 15, 2013

Kicking myself in the rear

Eh. I have been seriously slacking lately. I haven't written anything in months, haven't worked out in Goddess alone knows how long, and I have even started to fall behind in my personal studies. It was convenient to blame dad's heart attack, my brain cyst drama (which by the way the doctors have decided to just leave alone for now. I am to get another MRI in two years), but honestly I have just been lazy. I posted a status just a few days ago about how I need to get my rear in gear, so here is my first attempt.

I haven't actually "written" anything in quite a while, though it hasn't been because I haven't wanted to. I have ideas I would like to write about; dozens of ideas for stories and poems float through my mind daily. I find lately that when I try to get any of these ideas out of me, the creative juices stop flowing. Nothing comes out. NOTHING.

Now I know that may not seem like a big deal, but I am certain that if any of you out there do some sort of art, be it writing, drawing, crafting, etc., there is nothing more frustrating than not being able to channel that creative energy. Everyone deals with this frustration differently. Personally, it makes me want to scream. I love to write. At one time, I used to believe I actually could be a fairly decent writer. Bah.

So in an effort to release some of this pent up creativity, I will be trying to at least post a blog entry once a week. I am hoping that I will be able to post some poetry in some of those upcoming entries (or maybe, just MAYBE, a short story).

Anywho, this was just meant to be an entry to touch base. I am beat and heading to bed. :P